the simple things

I can't get over the sinking feeling that I am not doing enough with Oskar.  Talking, teaching, playing, creating...the list goes on.   I don't know why I have these thoughts, although I do know that they creep into every nook and cranny of my life.  When I was an athlete, the "never enough" fear drove me to victory and to many defeats- many more defeats now that I look back...
Here it is, back to haunt me.   
Life is so short and the possibilities are endless. That is my fear.. maybe I could do more.
In lieu of this..
Yesterday, Oskar and I spent the morning creating things.  We made tambourine's out of pipe cleaners and bells, and turned an old box into a magnificent wagon/storage/seat/drum pad.  Oskar loved being pulled around while he played his homemade tambourine.  And I loved that for the moment, it was enough.